Blogging privacy.. NOT! February 6, 2007
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Today, i learnt a very important lesson about blogging.. well, maybe i already know this, but something happened today to make me appreciate what i already know. Who the hell said blogging can be a private place to pour our your honest thoughts.. was so wrong.
Thankfully, it didnt happen to me. Lets just call this person as “A”. so, “A” has a blog.. one that he/she rattles in about the ups and downs in her ife. Fair enough.. Being a fresh grad and all, “A” is of course in search of a job.. so she goes around for a number of interviews, thanks to an agency/ friends’ contacts whatsoever.. fair enough.
“A” was lucky enough to be able to attend a LOT of interviews, with really good companies.. MN Cs, well known brand name in their industries, and even well known GL cs. Good on her. So she went home and wrote a blog about it.. cocky or otherwise, thats her rights..
But what wasn’t right, was how she wrote it..
Strike 1 : In one of her lines, she called that kind pleasant agent who set up interviews for her, “annoying”.. –ungrateful lil girl i’d say
Strike 2 : She mentioned names…
(still okay, you might think.. nothing very wrong there.. )
Strike 3 : She condemns the positions offered by some of the companies, degraded some of those who interviewed her, complaints about the salary, career advan cements, car eer plans of the companies, make little of the positions offered, condemns the interviews because it wasnt as per “her career expectations” or in other words, condemns all those interviewers and companies because what she wants, she didnt get.
Then she went home and blog about how lucky she is getting all that interviews, and how she hasn’t failed any interviews at all, yet, when a lot of other fresh grads are scrambling looking for an interview. And oh, she has already received 2 offers!! — (Good on you girl..NOT).
Oh, did i forgot to mention… She spelled out all the names, positions and companies details in her blog.
Damn girl.. gile hape.. Mis- spell the names if you must bitch about them in your blog. And the asteriks * come in handy too..
What happened after was pretty much expected. Someone from company B “gogg led” the B company’s name, and came across her blog. Ta da!! All hell broke loose.
Needless to say, emails were flying here and there, with a link to her blog going to those interviewers and companies she went to. What a mess!! Oh ya, the “annoying ” agent also received the link. So, she was more than blacklisted by the agency. Latest i heard, the company that called and made an offer, withdrew the offer letter. What a way to lose a job..
So lesson learnt, do not detail out too much in your blog. Nothing on the worl d Wi de W eb is private, at all.
Sigh.. i guess she did fail a few interviews after all…
Catching up.. February 5, 2007
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That’s all i’ve been doing lately.. playing catch ups.. with old friends, with work, with family, and even with my own personal time..
We attended a fren’s wedding on Sunday, one of those frens who you dont call that often, but you remember, and they in turn, still consider you as a fren enough to invite to their wedding.. Yeah, i was touched.. i mean, hey.. sorry for not keeping in touch.. that was just plain @sshole of me, but you remember me still… i feel like a total @sshole. sigh.. Not to mention the friend that moved to Aussi e, and i didnt even get to meet her.. last i saw her, was maybe 1 year plus ago. Those frens i still see once in a while, either work with me, or live close by for me to just run out and see them at 10 or 11 at nite.. I visit some of their blogs once in a while.. and you see the activities they’ve been up to, while you’ve been slaving away at work.. And i wanted to cry.. Just gush it all out and burst out crying until i have non to spare.. — Catching up #1.
And work wise, same shit.. now that my partner in International Payroll moved to the Home country team, i’m left alone to swim until i get a replacement.. which is not going to be too soon, the way i look at it.. You set out with a to-do list everyday, hoping to reach the last one and smile triumphantly.. but i never ever mange to get to the last quarter of it.. There’s always things that would creep up and makes it longer, or worse, pushes all other to the backseat. Am literally up to my neck with things to do.. Praying for the day that i’ll be able to clap my hand and scratch everything off my list. – there, Catch up #2.
And family wise.. one day i came home to see that my niece, my one and only niece, that i promised myself i would not miss a single event of her life, had grown 6 teeth. I knew she was teething.. i saw 3 coming up.. and one day, i came back fr a business trip, she happily welcomes me with a huuge bite into my shoulder. Jeez.. i had 6 tiny dents on my shoulder.. Oh, ya, i didnt know my sister bought a new phone, and an MP3 in matching colour.. Or that my youngest sister is no longer a prefect in her school coz she wants to be “normal” in school.. Yup.. Catching up #3.
Personal life?? well.. what LIFE???? — catchin up #4.
Arrghh.. when i finally sit down today, just to take a breather while i wait for the s l o w US of A team to complete an urgent transfer, (yes, i AM still at the office.. pathetic ), i start realizing what i’ve been missing.. and i guess, what i need to do to make it right again.. but, that’ll be a totally different blog all together.. For now, I’m going home to get a blo*dy life and watch TV.
Cheers!
Mellow.. September 19, 2006
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Today, i’m feeling pretty mellow… yellow mellow.
This place is damn hot.. during the day. And bloody cold at night.. two extremes that i’m trying to get use to… But i bet, i never will! Lotsa work to do here.. hell.. double that for complaints to attend to. Feel like i’m a Pembimbing RakAn Sebaya like in high school.. you sit there, nod a bit, tell them you understand, nod again, smile, and tell them you’ll look into it. Sigh… boleh batal pose asyik menipu gini.. hahaha.
Okay chow, am too tired to write vey long story mory.. Gonna get some rest. Cant wait to go back home and see Zalea.. 
Of Perspective & Karma… July 25, 2006
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So, now that i’ve let out some steam.. i’m done feeling pissed at her. 
.. Thats it?? you may ask.. But i guess its better like that. i believe in karma. Karma=cycle. i mean, one thing usually leads to another… bcoz i saw what she wrote, so i got pissed, and i wrote my thoughts too.. IF karma hit us again, then she will write again.. about me, because she saw what i wrote. haha.. Basically, what goes around comes around..
Those who called me a christmas tree, might have a different nickname for them from others.. ‘cept, they dont know about it.. YET. and as far as bitching gets.. it’ll never end. Say something nasty today, you will definitely hear it again, one day, on your account. Do something nasty to someone today, it’ll come back to you, if not you, those close to you, your kids, your bro, your sis… But it will.. Ironic?? Nope. God pay in cash nowadays.. You get what you give, immediatey. Not in your after life… Karma. A cycle. Simple.
But that’s MY perspective.. How i see life. May be right, may be wrong to others. But at least, i can forgive people easily.. so that i dun carry that weight on me far too long. Simple. Its between them and god then. Their God, and what they believe is the balance between sin & redemption. Erkk.. Now, lets not go there. Too religious la pulak rite. Anyhow, here’s a good read on perspective… Cheers!
“One day, the father of a very wealthy family took his son on a trip to the country with the express purpose of showing him how poor people live. They spent a couple of days and nights on the farm of what would be considered a very poor family. On their return from their trip, the father asked his son, “How was the trip?” “It was great, Dad.” “Did you see how poor people live?” the father asked. “Oh yeah,” said the son. “So, tell me, what did you learn from the trip?” asked the father. The son answered: “I saw that we have one dog and they had four. We have a pool that reaches to the middle of our garden and they have a creek that has no end. We have imported lanterns in our garden and they have the stars at night. Our patio reaches to the fr ont yard and they have the whole horizon. We have a small piece of land to live on and they have fields that go beyond our sight. We have servants who serve us, but they serve others. We buy our food, but they grow theirs. We have walls around our property to protect us, they have friends to protect them.” The boy’s father was speechless. Then his son added, “Thanks Dad for showing me how poor we are.”
Isn’t perspective a wonderful thing? Makes you wonder what would happen if we all gave thanks for everything we have, instead of worrying about what we don’t have.
July 25, 2006
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So, now that i’ve let out some steam.. i’m done feeling pissed at her. .. Thats it?? you may ask.. But i guess it better like that. i believe in karma. Karma=cycle. i mean, one thing usually leads to another… bcoz i saw what she wrote, so i got pissed, and i wrote my thoughts too.. IF karma hit us again, then she will write again.. about me, because she saw what i wrote. haha.. Basically, what goes around comes around.. Those who called me a christmas tree, might have a different nickname for them from others.. ‘cept, they dont know about it.. YET. and as far as bitching gets.. it’ll never end. Say something nasty today, you will definitely hear it again, one day, on your account. Do something nasty to someone today, it’ll come back to you, if not you, those close to you, your kids, your bro, your sis… But it will.. Ironic?? Nope. God pay in cash nowadays.. You get what you give, immediatey. Not in your after life… Karma. A cycle. Simple.
But that’s MY perspective.. How i see life. May be right, may be wrong to others. But at least, i can forgive people easily.. so that i dun carry that weight on me far too long. Simple. Its between them and god then. Their God, and what they believe is the balance between sin & redemption. Erkk.. Now, lets not go there. Too religious la pulak rite. Anyhow, here’s a good read on perspective… Cheers!
One day, the father of a very wealthy family took his son on a trip to the country with the
express purpose of showing him how poor people live.
They spent a couple of days and nights on the farm of what would be considered a very poor family.
On their return from their trip, the father asked his son, “How was the trip?”
“It was great, Dad.”
“Did you see how poor people live?” the father asked.
“Oh yeah,” said the son.
“So, tell me, what did you learn from the trip?” asked the father.
The son answered:
“I saw that we have one dog and they had four.
We have a pool that reaches to the middle of our garden and they have a creek that has no end.
We have imported lanterns in our garden and they have the stars at night.
Our patio reaches to the fr ont yard and they have the whole horizon.
We have a small piece of land to live on and they have fields that go beyond our sight.
We have servants who serve us, but they serve others.
We buy our food, but they grow theirs.
We have walls around our property to protect us, they have friends to protect them.”
The boy’s father was speechless.
Then his son added, “Thanks Dad for showing me how poor we are.”
Isn’t perspective a wonderful thing? Makes you wonder what would happen if we all gave thanks for everything we have, instead of worrying about what we don’t have.
BeeYatch! July 24, 2006
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Had a really tiring weekend… Lets see.. where do i start? Oh, lets go back to about slightly less than a month ago..
I had a huge mega fight with Significant Other. When i say huge.. it is HUGE! To the extend that we decided to part ways. Yepp.. sad but true. So at the moment, we are going through the Time Off period. period.
I was overworked this past month.. simply because of all the transitions and handing over from the previous payroll supervisor, and the other girl coming back from maternity. So there i was at 10pm, in the office, waiting for the US payroll team to revert back on some employees of ours. In the mean time, i was blog hopping… Then, i came across a very interesting discovery.. VERY INTERESTED doesnt even began to describe what i felt then.
There was this blog, an entry, totally dedicated to bitchi*g about me.. Over what you ask? Aaahh.. the million dollar question. Nothing in particular. She calls it laying down the facts.. no, no.. let me really quote her, so that i wont be considered bitching…
” …On the other hand, the hanging out with friends is good. Kutuk mengutuk is good. But better still is NOT mengutuk, but laying out all the (bad) facts about someone. I hate shallow people. I hate shallow pretentious materialistic idiots even more. Examples:…….”
Right… shallow pretentious materialistic idiot you say?? Let ME lay out the BAD facts about YOU.
1) How i dress is none of your business, to start with… Just because i look nicer or dress nicely, that shouldnt give you a reason to be nasty. you love your jeans, tshirts and gothic looks.. i love my shirt dress, jackets and heels.. lets respect that okay? R.E.S.P.E.C.T. heard of it?
2) Pretentious materialistic idiot… Well, cant stop you if you wanna shoot your mouth off like that ey?.. BUt then, who married the rich boy?? Whose mama gave you the nice diamonds, or was it topaz set?Oh wait, They’re sapphires…How would i know you have sapphire jewelry set?? well, you shot off your mouth that night.. again. Not topaz? whatever. i dont know my precious stones… unlike you. Yes, blue stones are sapphires. No, they’re not emeralds. Oh, and yes, i do have a Gucci bag, and NO, its not LV. Get your brands right!! GC = Gucci. What? Sorry? bitchy you say? Well, I’M laying out the facts.. Bite me.
Oh by the way, those cute lil dialogues you made up in your entry… such cliche.. Do you know that if you wanna quote someone, do it right?? Dont, for the sake of making your blog look nice, or read nice in this case, Dont ever… EVER.. put words in MY mouth… If i didnt sound cute.. DONT make me sound CUTE. i’d really appreciate that. thank you.
For example.. And i quote YOU:
” I can’t stand idiots like B lah. Urgh. Marah tau. She’s been dubbed ‘Christmas tree’ by some. Coz she is soooo heavily accessorized though she is stick thin (much much thinner than me ok). Tak relax langsung. I personally call her ‘awek penat’. Coz I get tired just looking at her. She is sooooo made up, with really thick make-up and full accessories, even though she’s just accompanying her bf to futsal ok. And she wears fur trench-coat style jacket to the movies, lepas tu balik. Apahal???”…..
Hmm.. where do i start?? If you cant stand me.. why do you bother stnading next to me looking sweet and friendly at futsal games and weddings? Yet you call me pretentious. Sigh.. Thats like the pot calling the kettle black. Relax or not, do i bother you? Physically? If mentally, then i guess its mind over matter for you gurl… Gosh… what is it that you have so much animosity against me?? Did i take take your lolly when you were a kid? Or did i sleep with one of your boyfrens? Come on, personally, what did i do to YOU, for you to be nasty? No wait, dont answer… you’re friends with the EX.. ahah… another rich kid. Hmm… Pffhh.. Whatever rocks your boat laaa. If you need to surround yourself with rich people to feel rich.. Tsk Tsk Tsk..If i look over dressed for futsal, did you stop to think that MAYBE i was from somewhere where it requires us to dress up a lil more than jeans and tshirts?? Oh, you wear jeans and t-shirt everywhere??? Sorry. My bad. okay okay… full trench coat style coat to the movies? you must be kidding!! That’s a fashion disaster… .. hmm? You were saying? what is fashion?? Oh.
Sigh.. Tell me, what was the term i use at the start again.. Interesting Read rite? You reckon?? Interesting kan?
But hey.. you know what??? At least i know YOU spend time thinking about ME.
Thats interesting. 
Betrayed.. June 12, 2006
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I dont know why.. i just suddenly felt betrayed.
A few minutes ago, i was surfing the blogs of frens and those linked to theirs.. so i happened upon someone i know. Of course, i read through the blog and eventually, came to an entry dated way back to bulan Ramadhan last year. It mentioned something about me. And it isnt so nice..
But its not bad BAD.. just that, it gave me the impression that the writer had chosen sides. ( okay.. i lost you there didnt i??)
Fine, gist of the story prior to the entry of the blog:
We knew each other almost 4-5 years now. Then we got close. Then i had a major break up with someone i truly liked.. ( note the past tense), and of course loved. So then, naturally i confided in this “writer” who also knew and still knows the X. Now, the REASON why i was comfortable enough to confide in this “writer” is because i know ( or so i thought, back then ) that “writer” wont take sides. That “writer” would be unbiased, neutral and above all, understanding.
Last Ramadhan, i was still single, whereas X already started dating again 5 months after the big Breakup.. ( note: it takes 3 weeks for a player to get over his last conquest). I was already single for about a year by then. — yeah.. so tak laku!
At the point of the entry, ” writer” bumped into me and another male companion.. and when i say male companion, he wasnt a boyfriend, just friend. ( it bloody doesnt matter anyway who he is!!..). SO , “writer”‘s entry gave me the impression, that he eventually thot that to some extent, bigBreakup was my fault, because i was seen with another male companion. ohh ya, AFTER the Big Breakup, and AFTER 1 YEAR of being single, AFTER the X had been dating another gal for about 10 months.. WTF?!
So to me, “writer” eventually chose sides. BAd enough it wasnt mine lah kan… and after all that, “writer” still, up to this day, calls me up to say Hi, being friendly and all. “writer” doesnt know, i’ve read the Entry. sick.
The best thing about people assuming i dunno shit about blogging is, they dunno i know. And when i do, the shitty thing about it is, i feel so so so so so betrayed.
Come to think of it, its really nothing new. Sort of a been there done that kinda thing. This, i would say, is the 2nd hardest betrayal i’ve had to swallow. The first… thats a different story altogether. And .. THATS FAR FAR worse than this.
Birthday Months! May 30, 2006
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nampak sangat nothing to write, but at least here's something to read
———–JANUARY BABY——————–
Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom
shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive.
Down-to-Earth.
Stubborn.
———-FEBRUARY BABY ——————–
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and
clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone.
Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to
reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves
aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really
easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making
friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious.
Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure.
Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous.
Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
—————–MARCH BABY ——————–
Attractive personality. sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved.
Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace
and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered.
Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows
emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.
——————APRIL BABY ——————-
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very
talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and
detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident.
Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever
and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer
everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and
others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly
personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure
and traveling. Systematic. hott but has brains.
—————–MAY BABY —————–
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated.
Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention.
Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint.
Needs no motivation. Shy towards oppisite sex. Easily consoled.
Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance.
Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination.
Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves
traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children.
Hardworking. High spirited.
————JUNE BABY ————-
You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be
around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great
flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. a wicked
hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record
collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a
famous actor/actress yourself – heck, you've got the looks for it!!!
—————-JULY BABY ————–
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be
understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself.
Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's
feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental
and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy
at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes
nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and
mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and
loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and
sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No
difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the
past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends.
Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but
takes long to recover.
————AUGUST BABY —————
Outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. No self
control. Kind hearted. Self confident. Loud and boisterous. VERY
revengeful. Easy to get along with and talk to. Has an "every thing's
peachy" attitude. Likes talking and singing. Loves music. Daydreamer.
Easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. Loves to
be loved. Hates studying. in need of "that someone". Longs for
freedom. Rebellious when withheld or restricted. Lives by "no pain no
gain" caring. Always a suspect. Playful. Mysterious. "charming" or
"beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious. Independent. Strong
willed. A fighter.
————SEPTEMBER BABY —————
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret.
Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves
attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's
problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave
and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love.
Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself
and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that
only their lover can understand.
—————OCTOBER BABY ——————-
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at
the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets
angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always
making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer.
Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable.
Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all
—————NOVEMBER BABY ——————–
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at
times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn
towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality.
Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes.
Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and
independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially
very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you
ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to
them because their one of a kind.
—————DECEMBER BABY —————
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking person possible…
Better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic.
Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient
and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with.
Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision,
yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and
soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating,
tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental.
Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that
someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly.
Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. one
guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting
colds. loves music. pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored.
Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt.
Sensitive.
–
"Nothing will work unless you do." – Maya Angelou
"All our dreams can come true, if we have the courage to pursue them."
- Walt Disney
Working late!!! again! May 30, 2006
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Gosh.. i havent wrote anything for so lonnnng! That would explain what work is like with "Selamberjer". Madness! I have totally lost my social life, not that it was that great before pun kan.. tapi ni mmg macam dah takde.. nil, Zilch, na-da!
Everyday after work, you just wanna go home and lie down.. the bed calling out to you , hauntingly comfy all of a sudden.. sigh! But i love what i do.. so far, except for the long hors, its someting i can handle perfectly… ( rite.. and you're saying this after, what? 1 month plus??? tunggu laa 3 months.. kite lihat sape yang kena!!)
anyhow, its bl**dy near 9pm, and i'm still here generating some report for the month's payroll.. just so that i dont have to go thru another hassle tomorrow and hit someone over the head..
Guess this is a short one until i find something worthwhile to say.. hihi
cheerios!
System ERROR!! May 11, 2006
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sigh… had a long day in training. Reaching the peak of information overload.. you know the feeling of throwing out your guts and spewing it all out over your keyboard.. when you just cant take it anymore, you've reached your limit, thats it.. no more. yess… that feeling.
I have always been IT illiterate.. a little. So, cramming a system training which usually takes 2 weeks into 1, so that i can start my work asap, isnt helping.. and just plain cruel. There i was, struggling to swallow all the jargons, and at the same time, my clumsy fingers dancing off the keyboards.. just my luck, i also have a jumpy keyboard, i might hit "s" once, and get "ssss".. yes, bl**dy*ss.
anyway, the whole past week have been pretty eventful.. wish i have more time to write it all down.. hmm.. will make a mental note to do so. Soon. One day.sigh…
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demmit! added a lot more to this entry, and thats all that was saved? ..
sheesshh.. i give up. going home. hope you enjoyed my entry yang tergantung tuh.. hamp*h!!
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