Catching up..

That’s all i’ve been doing lately.. playing catch ups.. with old friends, with work, with family, and even with my own personal time..

We attended a fren’s wedding on Sunday, one of those frens who you dont call that often, but you remember, and they in turn, still consider you as a fren enough to invite to their wedding.. Yeah, i was touched.. i mean, hey.. sorry for not keeping in touch.. that was just plain @sshole of me, but you remember me still… i feel like a total @sshole. sigh.. Not to mention the friend that moved to Aussi e, and i didnt even get to meet her.. last i saw her, was maybe 1 year plus ago. Those frens i still see once in a while, either work with me, or live close by for me to just run out and see them at 10 or 11 at nite.. I visit some of their blogs once in a while.. and you see the activities they’ve been up to, while you’ve been slaving away at work.. And i wanted to cry.. Just gush it all out and burst out crying until i have non to spare.. — Catching up #1.

And work wise, same shit.. now that my partner in International Payroll moved to the Home country team, i’m left alone to swim until i get a replacement.. which is not going to be too soon, the way i look at it.. You set out with a to-do list everyday, hoping to reach the last one and smile triumphantly.. but i never ever mange to get to the last quarter of it.. There’s always things that would creep up and makes it longer, or worse, pushes all other to the backseat. Am literally up to my neck with things to do.. Praying for the day that i’ll be able to clap my hand and scratch everything off my list. – there, Catch up #2.

And family wise.. one day i came home to see that my niece, my one and only niece, that i promised myself i would not miss a single event of her life, had grown 6 teeth. I knew she was teething.. i saw 3 coming up.. and one day, i came back fr a business trip, she happily welcomes me with a huuge bite into my shoulder. Jeez.. i had 6 tiny dents on my shoulder.. Oh, ya, i didnt know my sister bought a new phone, and an MP3 in matching colour.. Or that my youngest sister is no longer a prefect in her school coz she wants to be “normal” in school.. Yup.. Catching up #3.

Personal life?? well.. what LIFE???? — catchin up #4.

Arrghh.. when i finally sit down today, just to take a breather while i wait for the s l o w US of A team to complete an urgent transfer, (yes, i AM still at the office.. pathetic ), i start realizing what i’ve been missing.. and i guess, what i need to do to make it right again.. but, that’ll be a totally different blog all together.. For now, I’m going home to get a blo*dy life and watch TV.

Cheers!