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Dilemma of a skinny girl.. yes, you read right.. we have dilemmas too! April 21, 2006

My munchkin has been away for 2 days now.. sigh.. me sad!

the good thing is, he's coming back tomorrow.. yipee.. ( mengade nak mampos!).. hahah.. obviously i'm just so bored out of my mind, i am simply babbling and writing craps..

Sigh.. some would die to have so much free time to blog and surf the net or whatever.. But as for me, i've been doing it for about 3 days now, and it is getting to me already.. I WANT SOMETHING to do… but i cant, coz i'm not certified and trained to use the systems they use here.. yet.

will be going for the training the week after next. Next week is my orientation, so thats cool. thank god its Friday. m so looking forward to the weekend so that i can just sleep and see munchkin!!

well at least there's also another two other things to look forward to today.. 1) mama is comingfor lunch at KLCC, and 2) the office party at 4 today.. yipee.. FOOD!

Talking about food makes me glow..  i love food.. really i do, though that doesnt show. Unfortunately… sigh.. so i guess, thats what today's blog is gonna be about lah.

Some people thought i'm just trying to be anorexic, you know, not-eat-to-keep-slim.. and also bulimic, eat-and-puke to keep slim.. but no, thankfully, i love food.. and i enjoy eating, pretty adventurous with it too. Sigh.. but i CANT seem to put on weight.. Good for some right? but SAD for me.. orang marah bila aku komplen aku kurus, tapi its also bad being too skinny..

For example, i'm shivering and shaking in my office at the moment coz its TOO cold.. tapi orang lain rase panas/ just nice.. Sebab ape? sebab i dun have enuff insulation!  then, there's also the issue on clothes.. true, "big" size people cant fit into certain clothes, but if you are in my shoe, it is also frustrating when you can fit far too easily into some clothes.. and sometimes, it looks just damn unattractive and ugly jugak.. Plus, takde size and you hae to venture to kiddies section, which would be either too short, or hanging 2 inches away from your belly button. And i cant go to work like that can i???

Sometimes, we skinny people pakai baju, nampak macam you gift wrap a broomstick for your fren's birthday.. get what i mean? We look like a pretty wrapped sate lidi. And yes, some jerk did dump me because i was too skinny.. (sad right? thats why i call him a JERK!)

I think i finish more money than the average people coz i buy clothes and then send it for alteration which costs more, sometimes, far more than the price i paid for the damn thing in the 1st place.. take for example the pants i wear to work sometimes.. i bought it from S**D at 60% discount!! Good buy eh? Then i had it sent to one of those alteration outlet you can find nowadays in shopping complexes, and was charged more than 50 rgt for it.. (!) which brings the price back to almost the ORIGINAL price.. haha.. funny you think?? NOT!

And it pisses me off when people tell me to eat more!!! My close frens and family kate i eat like a P*G dah.. Dont ask me, i also dunno where the food goes.. well, toilet bowl eventually, but probably none stays in my body.. Shieks!!

 There you go, a dilemma on weight from a skinny girl..

** dang! mama just called to cancel lunch.. thanks to my youngest Brat Sister!

Pain , pain, Go Away!! April 3, 2006

Spend the weekend doing a medical check up on Saturday.. Pre-employment medical that is. It was bloody thorough.. They took 3 tubes of blood (god knows whatever for..), made me pee infront of a medical attendant (!) so that i dont exchange/ switch my urine with someone else's incase i'm a druggie (duh!!), had weird lil tubes plastered to my chest for ECG-thats for checking my heart, did an eye test, put me in a sound-proff room for ear test, and last but not least, had a breast examination done by one cute-single-young-male Dr.. heheh

All in all, it was a very embarassing experience.. sigh.

I have fully mastered the i-dont-give-a-shit-and-couldnt-care-less look, aka poker face. How the hell do you expect me to keep a straight face when having my breasts squeezed and inspected (yes….!) by a young male Doc.

And then i attended my childhood fren's wedding later that night.. It was a beautiful affair..  But i'm making a mental note to write a different posts on that issue later.. (*note- posts on weddings). Anyway, right after i came back from the wedding, i started to experience this piercing pain on my back, between my shoulder blades. It hurts like hell!! So i spent the whole Sunday from morning til maghrib flat on my front groaning with every move i make. Yes, it was THAT bad.

My sweet sin-in-law was kind enuff to massage it for a bit, and it went away for a while. Thought that was that, but NOOOO… as i was standing in the train today on the way to work, i suddenly had the same piercing pain shooting up my right side. Guess what, am now sitting at a very odd , ramrod straight angle. Slight moves and turn would be excruciaingly painful.. HOW NOW?? Am planning to have it checked out. Soon.

Sigh.. i hate to find out that something is wrong.. What if i have a slipped disc? Or A fracture in my rib? Or that i accidentally popped a vein somewhere.. Urrgghh…

Why oh why didnt this happen BEFORE my medical check up? That'll not only save me one more trip to the Clinic, but at least i get a cute Dr to examine me.. sigh.

Dear God, please make the pain go away…